Quitting is NOT Winning

It has annoyed me for years that when someone leaves the game someone will invariably comment that they have "won" Eve. I don't like it. To me it feels like one of those "Thanks for Participating" trophies the politically correct crowd started handing out to non-athletic children so they didn't get their little feelings hurt. Yeah, thanks for quitting dude, but here in the Eve community we call that "winning" for some dumb reason.

And before you get your pants in a knot, I'm not saying that people that quit playing Eve are losers, or bad people, or anything other than quitters. Because they haven't won nothing. Everyone has their reasons for leaving and no one can honestly play a stupid video game forever - but let's be honest here - they quit. Pure and simple.

So why do some people say that they "won"?

Those same people believe Eve is a bad game and that only by quitting can you actually win Eve. This is the only explanation that makes any sense. The only way you can win by quitting is if the thing you are playing at is horrible. This crazy thinking has become so ingrained into the Eve community at this point that it is almost automatic. And it shouldn't be. In fact, I would argue that such thinking is bad for Eve.

Because Eve is not a terrible game. In fact, it is awesome. And it has been awesome for over 15 years, and hopefully will be for another 15 years or more. This is a fact. Terrible games don't usually last that long.

I believe people probably started saying this ironically. Yep, you 'won' Eve sucker! Now go home, one less sucker for me to steal from! Some dude in Rookie Chat asked one day, "So, how do you Win Eve?" and some smart-ass Veteran answered, "You can only win Eve by not playing!" And the rest is history. Now we're stuck with it.

I hope by now you realize that I am mostly joking. I don't really care what you guys call it. But quitting isn't winning. And I don't think calling it that is helping anyone. I think it sends the wrong message about a game I love. Feel free to stop playing for whatever reason, I know a lot more quitters than I do people who are still playing. But let's try to tone down the talk about winning.

There is nothing wrong with quitting. I know I've thought about it myself a few times. I don't encourage it, but I understand it. Every situation is different and you gotta do what you gotta do. If you do leave, we all live in constant hope to one day see you log-in again. It happens and every time it does I get a warm fuzzy.

But that's not quitting, that was leaving. And then coming back. When you come back you get re-entered into the potential winners campaign once again.

No matter how you slice it, quitting is not winning. And it never has been.

So don't do it.

Check out this talk by Mike Azariah from Eve Vegas 2017:

State of the Union 2018

2018 was a big year in Eve Online for me. Stay Frosty celebrated our fifth year anniversary, we not only traveled to Fanfest for the third time, but we also went to our first Eve Vegas. We held our third Steel City Eve player meet at our home and we almost made it to Eve London... almost.

That's a pretty epic year by any measure. Unfortunately A Band Apart didn't do as well as we had hoped in the Alliance Tournament, despite winning our first two matches - we managed to lose our next two. We lost our automatic bid for next year's Tournament, but hopefully we will get the chance to redeem ourselves and finally make it to that mythic last weekend. Fingers crossed.

This year I didn't get a single Cease and Desist letter from CCP. In fact I pretty much have given up on the idea of working with them on anything. Despite hearing some encouraging information at Fanfest that led me to believe the door might be open again, my proposals met with negativity once again. So that pretty much put an end to that for me. I leave it to others to continue the fight if they wish. As for me it is time to focus more on my own projects in the coming year. The RedBubble store continues to do well and I'll be adding a lot more NEW stuff to it in the coming year. So stay tuned.

In addition I have several other projects in the works, including a new video series. I'm planning to open my personal hangar and give players some well-earned and experienced advice regarding ship-fitting, mods, and other basics. If the series is well received I'll continue it into more areas such as transversal, engagement profiles, overviews, and other PvP focused areas.

The podcast won't be coming back anytime soon. Frankly my enthusiasm for it wained significantly after CCP refused to let anyone on their side join me on it again. Despite several CCP employees having made guest appearances previously without issue, I was suddenly put on a stupid blacklist. And even though the person responsible for that action is no longer at CCP, the whole incident just left a bad taste in my mouth. Going forward I'll continue to seek projects and opportunities that don't involve CCP. Those always work out better anyway.

2018 was my lowest output ever on Eveoganda with only 117 posts this past year. This continues to reflect the state of Eve Blogging in general, with more and more Eve Bloggers shutting down or going quiet in the last year. I'll continue writing because this was always intended as much of a journal of my time in Eve as anything else. And as long as I play, I'll keep writing about my adventures.

This time next year I will finally be free of all financial obligations to the past, so next year's post will be extremely celebratory. My new job is going great so far and we are looking forward to the Cruisers of Eve trip to Alaska in July. We also hope to make it out to some player meets, but we are not sure yet what our schedules look like, so we can't promise anything yet. We will be having the 4th Annual Steel City Eve event again this year and that will be happening the last Saturday of July, the 27th. So that is the early word on that, you can mark that one down in your calendars and start making plans to be there. We may even have a Food Truck this year! (And other surprises!)

Thank you for reading and for sharing this adventure with me. I hope nothing more than each of you having a great, happy, safe, exciting and prosperous 2019. I look forward to sharing with you once again in the New Year.

Keep the courage and Stay Frosty my friends.

Onward & Upward.

Shift Work

(NOTE: Over 2,500 downloads of my new illustration "Headhunter" so far, be sure to grab yours before I shut down the link!)

At some point here in the very near future Rixx is going to pass 200m skillpoints, all of which are primarily sub-cap PvP oriented skills. The last non-Triglavian ship skill I got to level V was Black Ops and that was several months ago now. Luckily the Triglavian ships came along and I've been busy training those up to fly, but they are all pretty much finished now. I only have the BC to level IV, but I'm holding off on that one for the time being. Mostly because I started training for a Moros.

Thanks to a very kind donor from Tweetfleet I have a Moros. (I'll leave their identify private unless they tell me otherwise.) She was up in a system near Jita for a couple of months while I trained the basic skills needed to pilot her. I finally made the decision to move her down to our home system and decided to go get her. And this is just how much I know about Capital ships. I figured I'd take my alt up in the Jump Freighter and re-package the Moros for the trip. Yeah, as you can see this plan resulted in much hilarity on comms. Luckily Devlin, who was helping me with some Cyno beacons, is a stand-up guy. After he stopped laughing I realized my mistake.

I have an Alt who runs a Archon and a Jump Freighter and has for well over six years now. But I honestly rarely use either ship. We have a great JF service in ABA that I use for moving goods from Jita and the Archon, while a very formidable ship, rarely gets much use. So little that I often have to go over on SiSi just to remember how to use Fighters again. So my Cap experience is extremely limited.

So I jumped her into our home system and bought the fits for her. So she is fully fit now even though a few modules are not yet on-line. I still have about a month or two of training before all the modules will come on-line. It is amazing to me how many skills it takes once you start trying to fly one of these things. No complaints, that is how it should be, but it is a bit of a grind. Luckily many of those skills are transferable to other Cap ships down the line. Because you know I will eventually have one of each of these things in my hangar. That's just the way I am.

So my ten year sub-cap skill train is coming to an end. I am fully skilled in every sub-cap PvP oriented ship in Eve Online. Except for that Level V Triglavian BC skill, which will be finished in a few months. The end of that goal is one major reason why I've started training for Capitals. Just to have something to do. I may eventually train Rixx in Carriers, maybe a FAX... but other than that - he might be finished. As weird as that is to say. Other than the random new thing that CCP might throw at us from time to time. Even so, his current skill plan is two years long. So he won't be finishing any time soon.

But a Dread? Even with the ship being donated the fits alone cost me over 3.5b isk. Which easily makes this the single most expensive ship Rixx has even flown. My Marshall is pretty damn expensive, but I can't really fly that one due to the sec-status bonuses. Having such an expensive ship (for a crusty old Pirate at least) goes against everything Rixx stands for in many ways. But it also doesn't, not really. I'll fly it like I always fly pixels, like I stole it. I doubt I'll be doing many Solo roams in it, but ships are made to be flown. I'm not going to start worrying about assets suddenly. That would be weird.

So it'll get used. For home defense, for gunboat diplomacy, for assistance, and for other purposes which I will keep to myself for now. No sense in giving away all of my trade secrets.

As always I won't fly her until I am fully skilled. That's true of all my ships. Until then she sits silently waiting in my hangar. A bit too big to properly spin. Although I did buy her a nice new skin.

Onward & Upward.

Headhunter Illustration FREE

Headhunter Vexor Illustration
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Merry Christmas! This year I have a very special Christmas gift for you. That's right, for a limited time you can download a print quality PDF of my latest illustration for FREE. Since CCP seems determined to make it impossible for me to otherwise provide you with the art I produce - nothing is stopping me from just giving it away. This illustration was done entirely in Adobe Illustrator and is 100% vector painted.

I approached this piece in an entirely different way than I've done these in the past. The process of hand-drawing and painting the Vexor took about 46hrs of work, but the level of detail I was able to achieve was well worth the time it took.

One of the in-progress shots from the Vexor


You can download the PDF at this link.  The art is 36"x20" and is print quality. If you run into any issues with getting it printed, please don't hesitate to contact me directly at rixxjavix@gmail.com and I'll try to work with you to get it addressed.

Even if you don't get it printed you can still enjoy just having the PDF to look at.

Merry Christmas!

Ten Years of Eveoganda

Things are kinda busy right now. Starting a new job this week, getting ready for the Holidays, trying to find time to log-in to Eve, as well as everything else - tad challenging. I don't want to needlessly bore you, I think I do enough of that already. I have several blog posts in the works I just need time to finish, but this morning I realized that January 2019 will be the start of my tenth year of writing Eveoganda.

I think this means more than usual given Kirith's recent decision to stop logging into Eve, although he is still blogging. Anytime another long-timer decides to hang up the spurs it makes you stop and think. And while I've never met Kirith in person, I do consider him a friend. He's spent time flying with us in Stay Frosty and ran several very fun Sunday night roams I enjoyed flying in. Not to mention the long and storied history between our two blogs. Not to belabor the point here, real life above Eve.

It makes you think. And then that makes me think about Eveoganda and the place it has in the greater Eve Community. And what that place might be going forward. Certainly things are a lot different than when I started. Most of the regular Eve Blogs are gone, or gone quiet. Streaming is the golden child of the day now. And I get that, blogging isn't easy. It never has been. But back in the early days at least it had some level of... I don't even know what you'd call it. It certainly was never "cool". But over those ten years a lot has changed. And all of those changes have made it much easier to share ideas, concepts, and thoughts - without having to blog about them. I could have written dozens of Tweets in the time it has taken me to write the above.

Let me assure you dear reader, Eveoganda is not going anywhere. I may not blog at the insane pace I did in the early days, but that is simply because I have other avenues of expression now. I also have additional responsibilities, running a Corporation and an Alliance, which I didn't have when I started writing this thing. But that doesn't mean I don't still care about this space, our space, my space (see what I did there?). I'm not stopping any time soon.  For one thing, writing in this blog still gets me that sweet Fansite subscription from CCP! I ain't no fool.

I still believe that Eve blogs have a place and a part to play in the Eve community. I know this one does. And I'll still be over here, fiercely independent and stating my opinions and positions when I feel I need to do so. If only to entertain myself. And to prove the haters wrong. And hopefully, even if it is by accident, entertain the readers that stop by.

Will Eveoganda be around ten years from today? Let me answer that by asking another question, will Eve be around ten years from now? If so, and if I'm still walking the Earth, then most likely it will be. At that point hopefully the book will have been published and the movie will be in the works at Disney.

Until then, I'll just keep plugging along.

Happy Eve Holidays

2018 Eve Holiday Wallpaper
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It has become a tradition that I do a Holiday Wallpaper every year and this year's took some time to finally finish, but here it is. I just couldn't resist the new Triglavian ships, especially the way the BC looked like a Christmas tree.

I hope you enjoy it and I hope that you and yours have a wonderful, safe, and festive Holiday no matter where, what, how, or when you choose to celebrate. From all of us in Stay Frosty and A Band Apart, but especially from my family and I.


Seven Years Later

WARNING: This post contains personal, real life, honesty. It may be unsuitable for some readers. It has virtually nothing to do with Eve Online and is written for those readers who have shared my journey over the past decade. It contains Adult Situations.

On Monday I start a new job as VP of OBOT Marketing & Business Development for a large East Coast Office Based Opioid Treatment (OBOT) company that operates clinics from Pennsylvania, Virginia, North and South Carolina, Georgia, Texas and other states. They called me a month or so ago and made me an offer I couldn't refuse. This came about because of the work I did prior to coming to my current employer, the company I worked for then was purchased by a much larger entity. That sale wouldn't have happened without the work I did the six months I was there.

And, believe it or not, they know this and appreciated it. Which is why I got the call and the incredible offer. After so many years of people I've helped in the past turning their backs on me, this was an unexpected and truly awesome change of fortune.

It is a rather perfect ending to the last seven years of chaos. And while we still have another year to go before that chapter is finally and forever put to rest, this is a significant step on that journey.

We've been through so much these past seven years. There were times when we weren't sure what would happen to us and our family. Times of desperation and near total panic. And while many people decided that attacking us, or accusing us, or throwing more negativity at us was the right thing to do - most of you stood by us. Especially two very important moments when we needed it the most. I promised then that I would never forget it. And I've kept that promise every single day since. We will never forget. Which is why I'm writing these words today.

You weren't wrong. We didn't scam anyone of anything. We worked our asses off. We faced our problems head on and worked hard to overcome each of them. Our family stood by us and did what they could to help. And so did you. I can't begin to tell you just how much that continues to mean to us.

So I just wanted to share our good news with you. And once again assure you that your trust was not misplaced. And to once again thank you for your help, your support, and your belief. There were many dark moments when, quite literally, all that kept us going was our Eve friends. Or an Eve event to look forward to. Or an Eve project that needed finished. Depression sucks hope. Having something to look forward to helps keep hope alive.

If you are reading this and know what I'm talking about - then thank you. If not, then let me just say this - tomorrow is always a new day.

Onward & Upward.

Keep the courage my friends.

The Mysterious Gnosis Revealed!

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If you use the New Ice Cloud skin on your Gnosis it reveals the mysterious ancient creature herself on top, right in front of the mast! I discovered this tonight. It is truly a Christmas Miracle.

Or, y'know, a strange coincidence that comes from skin edges merging. Whatever.

It's weird and I thought it was cool.

Yes, I flew Logi

If you haven't read my last post yet, you should go check it out. It's called, "How to Survive Eve Online" and it gives some solid advice on how to play in this universe for a long time.

They say 'variety' is the spice of life and inside of Eve that is certainly true. It is all too easy to get yourself trapped in a rut. Doing the same old things over and over again, and then one day wondering where the fun went. Just as in real life, you have to take an active role in forging your own destiny. Shake things up and try something different from time to time.

That's why Monday when we were putting a fleet together I decided to fly a Guardian. We needed at least five Guardians to make the fleet work properly and I volunteered to be one of them. I obviously don't get the chance to fly Logistics very often. And by "very often" I really mean maybe ten times in the last ten years. So yeah, not very often. But I believe it is important to keep your skills honed in different areas and also helps to understand what is involved. Walk a mile in another man's shoes, or in this case fly a few jumps in another person's spaceship.

Like I mentioned, I have flown Logi before in a wide variety of different situations. But it has been almost seven years since I've flown one in a larger fleet like this one. And while I have always had a tremendous amount of respect for Logi pilots, it doesn't hurt to experience that for yourself every so often. Talk about tunnel vision. There were times during the fight that I had no idea what was happening outside of my cap chain and popping reps on my watch-listed Alliance mates. Rinse and repeat. What's happening? I have no idea, but I do know that Brutix is getting into armor and needs reps fast!

I did manage to get on two killmails, it would have been more but my poor drones got exploded. No worries, I wasn't flying Logi to get on killmails. (And that is an entirely different topic of conversation, one I've covered many times in these pages)

In a few more days my Dreadnaught skill train will finally be far enough along that I can legit undock my Moros. I just bought the fits for it last night and they will be on the weekly JF this weekend. My alt has had perfect Archon skills for almost seven years, so I've flown Carriers and Jump Freighters before - but Rixx has never flown a Capital. So I'm excited about the opportunity to open yet another chapter in his ongoing adventures. As always I'll be taking it slow at first until I get familiar with the ship. There are still sub-cap ships I don't entirely feel competent to fly yet, so sometimes it takes me awhile. Some of that comes from living in Low Sec, we don't always get the chance to fly certain ships as much as those in Null or WHs do.

I just wanted to share my experiences and encourage you to think a little differently about your own adventure inside of Eve. Don't wake up one day and realize you are in a rut. Be an active and engaged participant in your own story. Be the content you want to have.

It can be truly eye opening.

How to Survive Eve Online

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There are many ways to play Eve Online. And I'm not here to disparage any of them. I've always supported a wide variety of play styles within Eve Online and will continue to do so forever. But no matter how you choose to play this crazy game of ours, the truth of the matter is... it can break you. Chew you up and spit you out. Over the past ten years I've watched this happen countless times, over and over again. Good players, great players, captains of industry, miners, builders, alliance leaders, meta-gamers, bloggers... you name it and I've watched them all break. Disappear. Vanish into the ether. (All while some players who should leave annoyingly stay)

"But Rixx," you say "how have you managed to stay so fabulous for so long?" Well I'm glad you asked. Let's take a look at some wisdom I've learned from the past decade that I hope will help you stick with Eve for the long-term. Because unlike what you might have heard, the only way to win at Eve is to never quit. Quitting isn't winning, it's quitting. Unless you come back at some point. Which you are always welcome to do. Then you can just start right back up again with the winning.

Slow Down

Rome wasn't built in a day and neither will your Eve career. Take your time, the Universe isn't going anywhere. I've seen way too many hotheads burn themselves out by trying to become the greatest player in Eve all at once. It is great to be enthusiastic and passionate, but all you are going to do is get tired pretty quickly. Eve can be exhausting. Especially if you take on any responsibilities. Be awesome, have fun, and remember that in Eve slow and steady really does win the race.


It's best if you think of CCP as simply a gaming company that happens to make Eve Online. And leave it at that. Yeah it's cool that some of the Devs will talk to you on Twitter, or engage with you on the Forums, or smack your face over on Reddit. I'm not suggesting that you ignore that, far from it. What I am suggesting is avoiding the all to common pitfall of thinking CCP is going to do anything about your specific complaint. Because they most likely are not. And you will get very, very frustrated by this and start to really hate them for it. Trust me. Don't do this. They are people who work very hard at trying to make Eve the best game they can. Really. That is all there is to that. Don't read anything else into it. Down that path lies nothing but frustration.


Make friends everywhere. In-game, out of game, in school, at work, at player meets, make lots of friends. We all need them. And so will you if you plan on playing Eve for any length of time. Nothing is more frustrating than being ganked and having no one to talk to about it. So do the right thing and join a Corporation of people that enjoy doing that thing you enjoy doing. Hang out with them. Talk to them. Learn stuff. It really, really does work.

Take Micro-Breaks

Eve can sometimes really suck you in and before you know it you've just spent three months straight single-handedly moving an entire Alliance's assets from one dark, damp place to another. It happens. I've discovered over the past ten years that taking small breaks from Eve is the best thing. What that means is totally dependent on your life, commitments, and whatnots. Everyone is different. And my schedule might not work for you. And yours might not work for me. Find out what works for you. Eve runs 24/7 (minus DT) but you can't. Walk away every so often and enjoy life. It helps.


It is great to have goals inside of Eve because often Eve can be a weirdly goal-free game. For example, my goal is to be the last player left. I'm kidding. (Sorta) In reality my goals would be very boring to most people, they are small things I need to accomplish in the near-future. Like moving a Moros from High-Sec to our base in Low. Or defending our Citadel. Stuff like that. But I am always goal-oriented in Eve. I think it helps to keep you focused. And thinking about the future.

Have Fun

Whatever you are doing in-game, no matter how serious it might be, find a way to let go and have some fun. Try something new. Fly something different. Go somewhere new. Whatever it is, do it and enjoy it. I am constantly trying new things or flying new ships and fits, often to hilarious results. Or derping myself into stupid fights I can't hope to win. Last week I tackled a Drake in an Atron. I almost had him! If you aren't enjoying Eve eventually you'll grow tired of it. And maybe you should. It might not be for you. It certainly isn't for everyone.

Don't Be a Dick

Despite its reputation Eve is very unforgiving of a-holes. You might not think this, because at any one time it seems that Eve is full of them - but in the long-run they don't last. It's true. I can go back and re-read old blog posts about people and then look them up in-game today and guess what? 9 times out of 10 they no longer play. Some take longer than others, but eventually almost every single jerk ends up leaving the game. All while the most awesome people tend to last a really long time. In the final analysis the good guys do indeed finish last. It's math, you can't argue about it.

Everyone leaves eventually, nothing lasts forever. So I'm not suggesting that people that stop playing Eve are in the wrong. Not in any way. We all have to do what we have to do. But, if you do want to try and play Eve for a long time, these are some solid pieces of advice to follow. They work for me and I suspect they will work for you as well.

Eve Forever.

What are some of the things that you do to keep yourself interested in playing?

This is just INCREDIBLE

So yesterday I get a notice over on Instagram that I've been tagged in a post. I go over and this is the image I see. And suddenly it all comes rushing back in my brain. Back in 2015 during my Fanfest presentation about Fan Art I mentioned that someone was planning on turning my Art Print Series into a quilt. In fact, you can see for yourself around the 23 minute mark in the video:

This is that quilt. Natalie made this for her husband and it took a little longer than she anticipated. Which she tells me was fortunate because the technology has come a long way in the years since. Which is good news. It isn't like the quilt took 3 years of hard work to produce, although I'm certain it took some doing.

They even managed to make one of the squares with my character avatar on it.

How awesome is that?

I've done and experienced a lot of truly amazing things in my life and my career, but I have to be honest here and say this ranks right up there. (I don't actually "rank" events, it is only an expression)  I'm humbled by the fact that someone enjoys my work enough to even want something like this. How could you not be? Not only to think of something like this, but to actually take the time, effort, and creative energy to execute it. And I'm honored that it was my art that inspired them to do so. Truly mind-blowing for me. I struggle with a tremendous amount of insecurity when it comes to my illustration/painting work and this just blows my mind.

Like my wife said last night, anytime I start to feel depressed or insecure about my illustration work going forward - all I have to do is remember this quilt. I don't mind admitting I get very emotional just writing this post. And no I didn't actually cry, c'mon, I'm the Pirate Lord.

It's moments like this that remind me of just how powerful and creative the Eve Community truly is. Thank you so much for sharing this with me Natalie. I sincerely hope that you both get years and years of enjoyment from this amazing quilt. And that you know how much it meant to me that you did it.

All I can say is Wow, thank you.

Things Are On Fire!

Our Stay Frosty Dev Team (which is pretty much Devlin) have set up a Pinger app on our Discord that warns us about certain things. It works pretty well and I know he is trying to get it to do even more. Yesterday it started screaming about one of our Citadels. Luckily I was in a position where I could run to the studio and log-on as fast as humanly possible. Slam those headphones on, jump into comms and see what the deal was.

Apparently our wacky neighbors decided now would be a good time to poke The Hat Emporium and see what happened. Why anyone would want to explode the finest haberdashery in all of Low Security space is beyond me, but that did seem to be their intention. Some people do not like hats I suppose. Either way the attack was underway and the Citadel was manned thanks to Devlin, who ended up locked in there the whole time. People who man Citadels should get on killmails by the way, it is truly a crime that they do not. As well as Logi. Weren't we supposed to have that fixed already? But I digress.

Our pilots are super good at exploding Fighters. To be fair we may have the best killing Fighters pilots in all of New Eden. We killed a lot of Fighters in the early stages of the fight, enough so their Carriers decided to bugger off early. Still, a formidable force remained. There was no time to properly organize a resistance force, so we all just jumped into whatever expendable, high-DPS ships we happened to have at hand. I personally picked an Oracle for not only DPS but range. In hindsight I think one of my Nados would have been a better choice, but I was thinking fast. And the Oracle did just fine.

They had a lot of Logistics on the field. Maybe twenty or so, I dunno. Luckily the Citadel is armed to the teeth and amongst its arsenal is a bunch of ECM thingies that can jam Logi ships. Our tactic evolved into a simple execution - someone in a tiny brave ship gets tackle and then we all warp in at range, burn it down, then warp off. Rinse and Repeat.

It worked pretty darn well.

That was a fun fight and strangely enough we didn't get Dreads or Titans dropped on us this time. And don't worry The Hat Emporium is fully repaired and open for business again.

Stay Frosty my friends.